Who goes? You decide…
Posted on November 9th, 2009 | 32 Comments |
Other far more respected and established writers on sites, such as True Faith and .com have had their say on the matter, and each offered only limited advice as to the right actions to take last Saturday, effectively a ‘follow your heart and your instincts’ theme. I wanted to actually write this before the Peterborough game but for the very reason I almost missed the game, I didn’t get chance. With all that has happened recently, this is one game I wanted to be at. I wanted to see if the majority of my fellow supporters felt as indignant as I did/do. But due to my daughter’s fifth birthday I nearly didn’t make it. But I was issued a late afternoon pass and offered the blessing of the two ladies in my life to go and enjoy myself. And of course therein lay the issue.
I don’t mind admitting I was pretty angry over Ashley’s latest ridiculous decision to rename St James’ Park. Like many others, for me it was the straw that broke the camel’s back. I really felt like he’d gone too far. While a big deal on it’s own, following the unpleasantness of the prior 12 months, relegation and the fallout from the tribunal, it was just a kick in the teeth we didn’t need. And I jumped down from my perch, where I previously sat patiently waiting and giving this man time to redeem himself.
But I also felt like if I went to the game, I might go a bit too far myself. No, I don’t mean setting fire to the place or smashing up Ashley’s car. They are ridiculous notions that only a very few morons are capable of, but possibly more embarrassing than getting lifted for something like that, would be getting caught on camera like a performing chimp by the Sky cameras. Mouthing anti-Ashley tirades from a distance and looking for all the world like just another half-wit that they seem to attract to the front of the crowd like moths to a flame. And of course, there’s then the attractive proposition of voicing my discord for his blundering decisions when inside the ground. Would that detract from the performance on the pitch?
I have sat here and rationally debated the current state of the club and the best way forward for Newcastle United. It has been discussed to death just what Mike Ashley and his pal Llambias have and have not done for this football club. They do not need to be repeated here. I have made my mind up, that I want him gone. But I don’t believe we can oust him. Not with protests, not with boycotts, not with all of the tantrums in the world. But boy do I admire those lads who are throwing their heart and soul into saving something they love. By whatever means, they manage to expedite his departure, they can always know that they did something rather than nothing.
Perhaps they have more love for this club than me? Perhaps they have more inclination or maybe just more time on their hands? Real life sometimes gets in the way and I have family to support and a fulltime job to go to. But that seems like a lazy justification. They are following their instincts and trying to make a difference. Maybe at some point I’ll join them in their pursuit. Because as 40,000 Mags rose to applaud the the chant in support of keeping St James’, I felt like my gut instinct was right and there were very few who disgreed with me. That was a reassuring moment to know I was still connected to the people with whom I share a love for this club.
Because if you can’t follow your instincts or your heart when dealing with Newcastle United, then quite honestly, I think you’re already starting to lose sight of what being a supporter is. I’ll be following my heart and my instincts, potentially down to Coventry, possibly down to Preston and definitely on the train, up the bank and into turnstile 84 against Swansea. And I will have my say, thank you very much, because while Ashley trips and bumbles around this alien business, with scant regard for the feelings of the supporters, I will let him know each and every time he f**ks up, just how that makes me feel. But I will support Newcastle United, Chris Hughton and the lads. I supported long before Ashley was here, I’m supporting now and I’ll support long after he’s gone.
I love Newcastle United and everything that goes with it with a passion. As long as there is a football club, regardless of what division, i’ll always support them.
However, just because i’m a supporter, doesn’t mean i’m afraid to be seen as otherwise by another supporter if I criticise or voice my opinion, regardless of it being positive or negative. The club has majorly fcuked up and this has to be seen from the owner down. However, I do believe all things happen for a reason, and I can’t see us NOT coming back and better than we could ever think.
See Arsenal, see Man City? One day, I believe, we’ll be back up there, be it through painful rebuilding, or through a billionnaire investor, but we will get there.